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David Helfgott performs tangibly with soul, caressing the keys, touching the emotional fabric of the universe while he plays, creating much more than sound. He accesses something Divine and something human, linking them in a flow through sound. In keeping with his own enigmatic depth, his grand piano sits on a grand piano shaped stage in his lounge room, situated in Promised Land, Australia.
He recently (February 1997) sat at the piano with me muttering:
"It's all image, all image, if one image doesn't work, try another
image and pianist is the image." My experience was as if he, as someone
small and weak, caressing the keys lightly and seductively, was
constructing an image as a focusing system. Then this enormous Divine
power flooded through him, striking me with a blissful artistic shock
that can never be put to sleep, but possibly can be tamed by artistic
expression.
Is there a Deep Self in the belly in each of us with the power and
wisdom to shine inexplicably and powerfully beyond the cognitive self
of the head? Is that what great artists are here to stir within us?
David is fortunate that his upbringing encoded motivation for his
whole range of power to come through, with performing and excelling
instilled as high values . Unfortunately he was pressured to excel to
make "father" look good, so his human personality was not structured to
incorporate the joy of his own soul.
Where there is a piano and an audience, he sets up the parameters of
artistic evocation, and the Divine David shines through. Could there
also be there genius in each of you, craving expression?
He was locked up, he was drugged, and punished with
Electro-convulsive Torture for speaking in unexpected patterns. Yet his
artistic self survived: give him a piano, an audience, and love flows
in every note.
In the same way as Nelson Mandela's jail cell is now a tourist
attraction for freedom, may David's past mental hospital rooms become
an ancient museum to the scarcely believable days when psychology
hadn't yet remembered the Soul. What is in question here is not the
dedication of the doctors in carrying out what they were taught at
university. What is in question is, is there any meaningful "treatment"
whatsoever for pain of the human soul that can work in the absence of
unconditional love? What is the function of the political approach to
the mind, prescribing addictive drugs to "normalize" behavior? These
are major questions considering in many countries, over 30% of
prescriptions written by doctors fit it this category.
While I certainly have been privileged to experience how David
communicates differently than in a "normal" linear fashion, it was
patently invalid for psychiatrists to hallucinate from that that he was
out of touch. His auditory skills are far more developed than anyone I
have ever encountered. He listens to the TV and the radio while
practicing the grand piano while talking in a different rhythm,
responding to what is said in quiet voices way out of the range of
normal hearing, even if there weren't several other sounds occupying
his acute sensory attention.
The most common reason people have to label others "stupid" "insane"
or other such terms, is that the other person does not look at the
world the way you "know" it should be looked at. From an artist's
viewpoint, the world often seems quite insane. The artist can see
creative power in a person's eyes, a flash that they could create
something awesome, then if they don't, they have failed to be able to
sustain the consciousness that is a normal ability for the artist.
Most people out of habitual familiarity use the consensus reality to
hold themselves in pain, fixated upon the beliefs that sustain warlike
worldviews, holding themselves down in spiritual infancy and antiquated
thinking styles. From a great artists perspective, it can be very
painful to see the soul disappearing from somebody's eyes as they
withdraw from artistic action.
For me, David Helfgott's entire life questions the very notion of anyone judging anyone's sanity.
Shine is a masterpiece, in that your creative drive has little
choice but to identify with "David Helfgott" as an archetype, and
demand expression. Much of the excitement in watching any movie is
going into DTI (deep trance identification) with the principal
characters. The hero escapes danger and you feel relieved, and even if
he is killed you metaphorically sense that there is a way out ending
situations you have finished with. I have been simply irritated by many
movies supposedly about a creative person's life, as there is rarely
any semblance to the inner world of the artist.
In Shine, artistry has finally been genuinely portrayed. It is
fascinating that Shine has 7 Oscar nominations for a good news story
about a real artist who is alive, who is actually doing the work shown
in the movie. I wonder which art form might be portrayed next?
Few people consciously realize how they set up the patterns in their
mind that invites incoming energy. What is a very rare opportunity with
David is the patterns he uses for focusing the power of genius are
audible, making him wonderful for studying this rare skill.
My practicing some of David's language patterns has already been
creating the ability to clearly hear several simultaneous musical
styles in my head. Within David's language patterns are very powerful
forms of artistic motivation which I intend to master.
The conscious mind would seem to be merely a tiny window on all of
that you are. If your mind were 50 feet tall, the conscious mind may be
a 1 inch window on it. David, in this metaphor has a whole five feet
open, a rarely developed skill, and not always troubling himself with
fully overlapping the consensus reality inch wide window on reality.
David verbalizations encompass a level of being well worth
exploring. The biggest question of my life personally was why is it
that sometimes I perform my Psychic Jazz in a way that is considered
brilliant, and usually way inferior to what I know is possible. I
wanted to know the difference, and with David, you can listen to his
voice and hear what makes the difference. He lays wisdom out on a plate
for you, deeply disturbing your complacency, awakening your motivation
to get up and do things. Now, and fast. If you prefer to sit down on
your backside and forget who you really are and not bother to do
anything creative, you might for a time find this man particularly
irritating.
Helfgott's Rachmaninov CD demonstrates some Awesome power in
gentleness. He described the "Rach III" to me as the struggle between
life and death. Normally it is a piece of music played differently,
struggle as a victim rather than struggle as an adventurer. Never
before has it been played with such gentleness, yet it has more power.
Each time I hear it, the depth of tears increases, yet I have no
pictures, memories, just a powerful awareness as the matrix of existence.
He was asked on an Australian TV program what piece he plays when
angry. He played an angry piece, and said "Of corse, you never play the
piano when you're angry, you love and caress every key."
A genuine artist's abilities are uncontrollable, completely and
utterly, and delightfully inexplicably. When the social personality has
appropriate access patterns, and when the fingers are trained in enough
skill patterns, a channel is opened for power to flood through. Letting
go of attempting to control it permits beauty to flow through in ways
that are healing for society.
When enough people rehabilitate their artistic abilities, then it
will take off as a chain reaction. Before leaving Australia on tour a
few weeks ago, Gillian Helfgott had a half meter pile of inspirational
testimonials to her book about David "Love you to Bits and Pieces."
True genius is dangerous to the entire consensus reality of
humanity. Another way to say exactly the same thing is that real Love
has power to dissolve all illusions and barriers, even if the illusion
that is all fear has to be liberated first. People say the Earth is in
danger, She's not. At any time She could scratch her back, and shake us
off like fleas. The Earth is in no trouble, and never will be. However,
history as written by humans is in great doubt unless artists
rehabilitate now, and that's why it's happening now.
David Helfgott's 50th birthday concert is in the Tivoli in
Copenhagen on the 19th May this year, and all tickets were sold out in
2 hours. I believe this popularity is based on his soul emanating pure
love in every note, and the audience' unconscious minds have chosen to
use this as a teaching experience to the conscious mind, delivering
their message "I too can make a comeback. A comeback artistically, and
a comeback to who I really am."
This is an edited version of a longer article.
Copyright (c) 1997 Rowland Barkley. Permission to reproduce in entirety granted to anyone. Copy of publication requested.
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